[Skybird]

Plenty of lose bolts or plenty of hate. To keep the trigger pulled back and keep on firing while they drop left and right by the hundreds, and keep doing so for 20 minutes - that needs plenty of energy to maintain, that is not just one lose moment in time when your brain cuts short over a furious sentiment and for some seconds your mind says goodbye and when you are back to your sense you see that you have killed two or three guys in the past seconds.

Pushing such an effort for as long like this, needs energy coming from something really deep rooting. Maybe the abyss he stared into, started to stare back. Maybe one should better not want to touch upon a dark soul like this one. Sometimes profilers say they often make the experience with really bad suibjects that some of their evil somewhat echoes on and on in their own minds, and it sticks to them. I briefly knew one such guy once, he was with the BKA and helped hunting down sexual perverts and rapists. He quit early, both policework and psychology. He became alternative farmer and called that life his necessary therapy - and self-quarantine. He really had lost his balance.